A common thought lately....
Everyone starts out with a big heart right? When you have kids you think its so full of love it is going to explode. You question everything and want nothing but the best for them, and in my case to be better than me on every level. For most moms, tales I think anyway, we would do anything for them and give up ourselves for them. What happens when that isn't enough? Would you believe a ten year old would or could make you question how you were even a mother or possibly even a good mother? Would you believe that this child could completely tear a family apart who was already on the edge? Most don't and won't and haven't for the last year and a half. This isn't even the beginning of my mania it is just today.