Michele's Manic Mania

Yours Truly, ღ𝓓𝓪𝓭𝓭𝔂𝔃•◦❥◦•𝓠𝓾𝓮𝓮𝓷ৎ୭  

 

Truly Yours, ღ𝓓𝓪𝓭𝓭𝔂𝔃•◦❥◦•𝓠𝓾𝓮𝓮𝓷ৎ୭

𝓔𝓷𝓭𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼ৎ୭𝓣𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓼   Tomorrow ⇎ 10/20/24 Should have known....... Same feeling every time. I will never be "enough"  Or  Do "enough" I understand that and accept it.  However the heartbreak never goes away. Instantly walking on eggshells.   Mood changed as quickly as the snap of my fingers.  I am  Constantly wondering what I did wrong even when your not mad. My head may explode......or possibly melt. This is not what I planned, or even closely  envisioned.  This is what I have though.  There have been a lot of highs and a lot of lows, and a million and one things to do differently, I still would not change a single thing. Every week you find a reason to pick a fight.   I keep telling you...... ......I am not ok......I am tired......drained ....that something is wrong. Stop twisting my words, feelings, and emotions or telling me what I am going through~You have no clue. My thoughts alone continuously try to drown m...