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10/07/24

Can anyone tell me what the meaning of life is?.... Yea the real meaning......am almost forty and still don't know nor do I think I will ever know. I have gone through over half my life being bullied., and continually getting stomped on. I I feel so small, I constantly walk on eggshells. When was the last time you heard a true emotion come out of me? You haven't in years, you won't any more. I changed for you once and you wouldn't compromise in the slightest.and I lost all sense of who I was for your mistake. I am continually apologizing for mistakes/decisions lately; I have been for a while.

You, yes you have officially broken me from the inside out.  


8/19

Here I am looking at the~my reflection in the mirror. Hesitant, scared woman almost 40 that I do not recognize.  


My how I have aged, look tarnished, beaten down..... All self inflicted, man wtf......

Looking @ my lil life, my kids, boyfriend....I'm not as ready to leave this earth as I thought I was, not yet.
Location: Virginia, USA

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